Tertekan..

Tak ada orang faham perasaan akak masa ni..not even my husband..I just lost my mum and they want me to take care of another mum..are they crazy or they purposely want me to be crazy. Berat rasanya dada akak menanggung semua ni..x faham ke mereka yg akak nih masih bersedih..tak boleh kah mereka adik beradik fikirkan cara lain utk jaga mek..kenapa semuanya nak dibebankan atas akak..bukan akak seorang je menantu mek..ada 3 lagi n then sorang anak tiri perempuan..why can't they take responsibility to take care of mek..yes they're working n I'm not..but then I'm still grieving..I just lost my mum. Tak boleh ke mereka ambil giliran cuti jaga mek.. Not that I don't want to take care of mek..but please give me time to settle down....